Don’t wait another minute
July 2024
Wage peace with your breath.
Breathe in firemen and rubble,
breathe out whole buildings and flocks of red wing blackbirds.
Breathe in terrorists and breathe out sleeping children and fresh mown
fields.
Breathe in confusion and breathe out maple trees.
Breathe in the fallen and breathe out lifelong friendships intact.
Wage peace with your listening: hearing sirens, pray loud.
Remember your tools: flower seeds, clothes pins, clean rivers.
Make soup.
Play music, learn the word for thank you in three languages.
Learn to knit, and make a hat.
Think of chaos as dancing raspberries,
imagine grief as the outbreath of beauty or the gesture of fish.
Swim for the other side.
Wage peace.
Never has the world seemed so fresh and precious.
Have a cup of tea and rejoice.
Act as if armistice has already arrived.
Don’t wait another minute.
- Mary Oliver
where I am falling from or to
the same kind of mercy
May 2024
She asks me to kill the spider.
Instead, I get the most
peaceful weapons I can find.
I take a cup and a napkin.
I catch the spider, put it outside
and allow it to walk away.
If I am ever caught in the wrong place
at the wrong time, just being alive
and not bothering anyone,
I hope I am greeted
with the same kind
of mercy.
~Rudy Francisco
Wage Peace
April 2024
“Wage Peace”
Wage peace with your breath.
Breathe in firemen and rubble,
breathe out whole buildings and flocks of red wing blackbirds.
Breathe in terrorists and breathe out sleeping children and fresh mown
fields.
Breathe in confusion and breathe out maple trees.
Breathe in the fallen and breathe out lifelong friendships intact.
Wage peace with your listening: hearing sirens, pray loud.
Remember your tools: flower seeds, clothes pins, clean rivers.
Make soup.
Play music, learn the word for thank you in three languages.
Learn to knit, and make a hat.
Think of chaos as dancing raspberries,
imagine grief as the outbreath of beauty or the gesture of fish.
Swim for the other side.
Wage peace.
Never has the world seemed so fresh and precious.
Have a cup of tea and rejoice.
Act as if armistice has already arrived.
Don’t wait another minute.
--Mary Oliver
there is a light somewhere
coming for to carry me here
February 2024
Poem in Thanks
Lord Whoever, thank you for this air
I'm about to in- and exhale, this hutch
in the woods, the wood for fire,
the light -- both lamp and the natural stuff
of leaf-black, fern, and wing.
For the piano, the shovel
for ashes, the moth-gnawed
blankets, the stone-cold water
stone-cold: thank you.
Thank you, Lord, coming for
to carry me here -- where I'll gnash
it out, Lord, where I'll calm
and work, Lord, thank you
for the goddamn birds singing!
-- Thomas Lux
Lift up your faces
hear blessings
the weight you carry
loving in between
Folks, I'm telling you,
birthing is hard
and dying is mean --
so get yourself
a little loving
in between.
-- Langston Hughes
a self is a self
September 2023
The Ideal This is where I came from. I passed this way. This should not be shameful or hard to say. A self is a self. It is not a screen. A person should respect what he has been. This is my past which I shall not discard. This is the ideal. This is hard. -James Fenton (1983)
The Guest House
August 2023
The Guest House This being human is a guest house. Every morning a new arrival. A joy, a depression, a meanness, some momentary awareness comes as an unexpected visitor. Welcome and entertain them all! Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows, who violently sweep your house empty of its furniture, still, treat each guest honorably. He may be clearing you out for some new delight. The dark thought, the shame, the malice, meet them at the door laughing, and invite them in. Be grateful for whoever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond. Rumi
that’s why we wake and look out
July 2023
Yes It could happen any time, tornado, earthquake, Armageddon. It could happen. Or sunshine, love, salvation. It could, you know. That's why we wake and look out -- no guarantees in this life. But some bonuses, like morning, like right now, like noon, like evening. --William Stafford
We’re only haunted by the things we refuse to accept
June 2023
we're only haunted by the things we refuse to accept -Bridgett Devoue
I love you, San Diego
thank you universe
May 2023 through iphone
and there was a new voice
May 2023
The Journey One day you finally knew what you had to do, and began, though the voices around you kept shouting their bad advice -- though the whole house began to tremble and you felt the old tug at your ankles. "Mend my life!" each voice cried. But you didn't stop. You knew what you had to do, though the wind pried with its stiff fingers at the very foundations, though their meloncholy was terrible. It was already late enough, and a wild night, and the road full of fallen branches and stones. But little by little, as you left their voices behind, the stars began to burn through the sheets of clouds, and there was a new voice which you slowly recognized as your own, that kept you company as you strode deeper and deeper into the world, determined to do the only thing you could do -- determined to save the only life you could save. -- Mary Oliver
rebirth
April 2023
there will be moments when you will bloom fully and then wilt, only to bloom again. if we can learn anything from flowers it is that resilience is born even when we feel like we are dying. -Alex Elle
Florida poem
March 2023
to a place we’ve never been before
March 2023
Dedicated to Dorothy, Evan, and Cameron, three I loved who left us ...Change, like the sky like the leaves, like a butterfly Death, like a door To a place we've never been before Would you live forever, never die while everything around you passes? Would you smile forever, never cry? Big Thief, "Change" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MTIzsTv1ENY
don’t hesitate
February 2023
If you suddenly and unexpectedly feel joy, don’t hesitate. Give in to it. There are plenty of lives and whole towns destroyed or about to be. We are not wise, and not very often kind. And much can never be redeemed. Still, life has some possibility left. Perhaps this is its way of fighting back, that sometimes something happens better than all the riches or power in the world. It could be anything, but very likely you notice it in the instant when love begins. Anyway, that’s often the case. Anyway, whatever it is, don’t be afraid of its plenty. Joy is not made to be a crumb. by Mary Oliver
which is all I know
January 2023
...And I have become the child of the clouds, and of hope. I have become the friend of the enemy, whoever that is. I have become older and, cherishing what I have learned, I have become younger. And what do I risk to tell you this, which is all I know? Love yourself. Then forget it. Then, love the world. Mary Oliver

open your hands if you want to be held
taking the world into my arms
November 2022
When Death Comes When death comes like the hungry bear in autumn; when death comes and takes all the bright coins from his purse to buy me, and snaps his purse shut; when death comes like the measle-pox when death comes like an iceburg between the shoulder blades, I want to step through the door with curiosity, wondering: what is it going to be like, that cottage of darkness? And therefore I look upon everything as a brotherhood and a sisterhood, and I look upon time as no more than an idea, and I consider eternity as another possibility, and I think of each life as a flower, as common as a field daisy, and as singular, and each name a comfortable music in the mouth, tending, as all music does, toward silence, and each body a lion of courage, and something precious to the earth. When it's over, I want to say all my life I was a bride married to amazement. I was the bridegroom, taking the world into my arms. When it's over, I don't want to wonder If I have made of my life something particular, and real. I don't want to find myself sighing and frightened, or full of argument. I don't want to end up simply having visited this world Mary Oliver
what you missed
September 2022
What You Missed That Day You Were Absent from Fourth Grade Mrs. Nelson explained how to stand still and listen to the wind, how to find meaning in pumping gas, how peeling potatoes can be a form of prayer. She took questions on how not to feel lost in the dark After lunch she distributed worksheets that covered ways to remember your grandfather's voice. Then the class discussed falling asleep without feeling you had forgotten to do something else- something important- and how to believe the house you wake in is your home. This prompted Mrs. Nelson to draw a chalkboard diagram detailing how to chant the Psalms during cigarette breaks, and how not to squirm for sound when your own thoughts are all you hear; also, that you have enough. The English lesson was that I am is a complete sentence. And just before the afternoon bell, she made the math equation look easy. The one that proves that hundreds of questions, and feeling cold, and all those nights spent looking for whatever it was you lost, and one person add up to something. - Brad Aaron Modlin

Portrait of Hope 
Buffalo teens, Grant Street 
solitude at Hoyt Lake 
at Elmwood Art Festival 
at Hoyt Lake 
at Elmwood Art Festival 
at Elmwood Art Festival 
Portrait of Frances and Abby 
kids and puppies 
kids and puppies 
Frank and Tony 
West Ferry at dusk 
we love Ruby 
Jerome and Zhi 
teens on Grant Street 
Portrait on Grant Street 
bike ride around Delaware Park 
self portrait with Bridget 
little football players 
school spirit 
going fishing 
after work at Second Chic 
west side portrait 
west side families 
west side portrait 
west side friends 
La Nova Pizza 
lamps and cat 
couple at the mall 
beautifying on Breckenridge 
Mario happy on Elmwood 
Canada Geese 
Hoyt Lake stroll 
Portrait at Hoyt Lake 
fall flowers 
Portrait of family at home 
Portrait of Dorothea and Auggie 
Go Bills! 
Portrait of Sadie on Grant Street 
Sadie 
don’t forget to look up 
portrait of plums at home 
portrait of stairs at home 
eye lights 
high school track 
fence lines 
shadow self portrait 
family love 
needlepoint at the mall 
high school track 
moon before school 
outside 
inside 
self portrait 
sticky self portrait 
my mom’s backyard 
shadow self portrait 
sun peek 
good game 
Portrait of Giang 
brids watching us 
high school cheer 
reflections 
self portrait at home 
surprise shadows 
surprise moon 
surprise dead rabbit 
surprise color 
shadow self portrait with dog 
goodbye 
reading is sexy 
at Black Monarchy 
Jane flies 
surprise shadow 
Maston Avenue Park 
don’t forget to look up 
school playground 
surprise rainbow 
Bob’s birthday ducks 
sunlight caught by spider
and this old world is a new world



























































































































































the heart crosses it
July 2022
“The mind creates the abyss. The heart crosses it.” Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj




































































































So I trust, too
July 2022
I have seen flowers come in stony places, And kind things done by men with ugly faces, And the gold cup won by the worst horse at the races, So I trust, too. John Masefield (1878-1967)











































































You could make this place beautiful
June 2022
"Good Bones" by Maggie Smith Life is short, though I keep this from my children. Life is short, and I've shortened mine in a thousand delicious, ill-advised ways, a thousand deliciously ill-advised ways I'll keep from my children. The world is at least fifty percent terrible, and that's a conservative estimate, though I keep this from my children. For every bird there is a stone thrown at a bird. For every loved child, a child broken, bagged, sunk in a lake. Life is short and the world is at least half terrible, and for every kind stranger, there is one who would break you, though I keep this from my children. I am trying to sell them the world. Any decent realtor, walking you through a real shithole, chirps on about good bones: This place could be beautiful, right? You could make this place beautiful.



































































































when the heart
May 2022
"When the heart" by Michael Leunig When the heart is cut or cracked or broken Do not clutch it Let the wound lie open Let the wind from the good old seas blow in To bathe the wound with salt And let it sting Let a stray dog lick it Let a bird lean in the hole and sing A simple song like a tiny bell And let it ring
dark though it is
May 2022
"Thanks" by W.S. Merwin Listen with the night falling we are saying thank you we are stopping on the bridges to bow from the railings we are running out of the glass rooms with our mouths full of food to look at the sky and say thank you we are standing by the water thanking it standing by our windows looking out in our directions back from a series of hospitals back from a mugging after funerals we are saying thank you after the news of the dead whether or not we knew them we are saying thank you over telephones we are saying thank you in doorways and in the backs of cars and in elevators remembering wars and the police at the door and the beatings on stairs we are saying thank you in the banks we are saying thank you in the faces of the officials and the rich and of all who will never change we go on saying thank you thank you with the animals dying around us taking our feelings we are saying thank you with the forests falling faster than the minutes of our lives we are saying thank you with the words going out like cells of a brain with the cities growing over us we are saying thank you faster and faster with nobody listening we are saying thank you thank you we are saying and waving dark though it is

Ebony and her daughter 
Tess and the moon 
girls out 
Honesty 
Griffin and Kellen 
K. and H. on bikes grandma got them 
Saru, Puja, and Sonya 
Chaz 
on Niagara Street 
Kimbo 
Jackie 

Joseph 
on Niagara Street 


Ronnell 
Bubble Brush Car Wash at night 
Bubble Brush Car Wash on Massachusetts Ave. 
Morrese 
Behind my childhood home in Blacksburg, Virginia 
Cows in Blacksburg 
Joe’s Diner in Blacksburg, Virginia 
on the road to South Carolina 
on the road between South Carolina and here 
on the road between South Carolina and here 
on the road between South Carolina and here 
Amy, Rosy, and Diamond on the stoop 
Amaury on Niagara Street 
boys on Niagara Street 
Niagara Street 
Niagara Street 
Katy and Carlos at Broderick Park 
Carlos and Katy 
on the road between South Carolina and here 

Jeremy and Harmony with their dog 
playground in spring 
boy in shopping cart 

Grant Street Post Office 
Niagara Street 
guys out 
on the church steps 

Elmwood at night 
Destin and his cat Keandre 
my house 
friends from Afghanistan 


friends from Afghanistan 
my bike 

Zach 
Kelli and Pepper 
family portrait of Mark, Abby, and Jill 
Abby 
Jameshia and Reggie and their dog Myah 
Brian, Chris, and Lisa 
Shrijana, Krish, and Deepak before I talked to them 
Deepak, Krish, and Shrijana after I talked to them 
soccer practice at Rumsey Road 
Hoyt Lake 
Hoyt Lake 

Hostess at Mariscos Chef de Nayarit in South Carolina 
dining room at Mariscos Chef de Nayarit 
at Mariscos 
at Mariscos 
at Mariscos 
baby at Mariscos 



Cedric 

We stand with Ukraine 
watching the Maple Leafs 
Elmwood at night 
Louis on Elmwood 
Elmwood at night 

Elmwood at night 
U.U. Church at night 
Menda and Gregory at Mothers’ Day breakfast in Boiling Springs, South Carolina
I will love you, again
April 2022
The Thing Is
to love life, to love it even
when you have no stomach for it
and everything you’ve held dear
crumbles like burnt paper in your hands,
your throat filled with the silt of it.
When grief sits with you, its tropical heat
thickening the air, heavy as water
more fit for gills than lungs;
when grief weights you like your own flesh
only more of it, an obesity of grief,
you think, How can a body withstand this?
Then you hold life like a face
between your palms, a plain face,
no charming smile, no violet eyes,
and you say, yes, I will take you
I will love you, again
by Ellen Bass

boys at the park 

Grant and Delavan 


Vera 
step toegether 
Darren 
The Black Irishman 
The Black Irishman 
car washing in the laundromat parking lot 
at Nietzche’s 
photo by Tess 
Paul 

David 

Tess jumping 



Darius 



Shea’s 




my toes 

Simone and Amiras 

Jaily 
CC and Mia 
CC, Lynn, and the kids 
riding on Grant Street 
couple on Grant Street 





Shelly and K. 


Gerry and Jeff 
Loren 
Nate and the guys 


frog 
Leslie and Bill 



boys at the park 

Nora 
Timmy 
do not knock on this window 

family portrait on Grant Street 
Cindy and Eski 
Ruben 
greeting a friend 
Claire and Maria 
Slim 
Slip 
Will Everlasting Harlequinn Universe and Nick 
Will 
Aiden and Wyatt downtown 
Nayra 
CC 



West Delavan bus stop 
Marcus and Walter 
Jackrabbit 
Brandon 
Lubna 

Ronnie Valentine 

Hampton and Ronnie 
Hampton 
Koala 




Wanzi 







Farrow 

Pablo 
DD 

from the car window 
Tony 
Carrie and Joanna 

Happy birthday Jeff! 
Lubna Brian Tess and Eric 
Grant Street 
barbershop on Grant Street 
Darren 

Sophia 
Kem and Tess 

karaoke at Gypsy 



Spud the Band 

accidental twins 

Cara and Jett 
Cara 




Allentown 

at Hoyt Lake 

Nate 


from the car window
New Yorkers
NYC April 2022

Happy 18th birthday! 

Vernetta 
Kelvine, Underboss to God 
Edward 

Broadway 
107th Street pigeon 
Crossing the GW Bridge 

Spring Street 
Spring Street 
off Houston 
off Houston 
off Houston 
Bette and Dru 



Eric and Tess 

oops 
Houston 



St. Marks Place 
St. Marks Place 
St. Marks Place 

thanks God 
Girl running back and forth on the subway platform 
Times Square 
Hung bird in Times Square 
Angela 
Bike delivery 


Billy 

Central Park 
Central Park 
I met Paul on the subway 
subway people 
Bev and Luna 
Broadway 
I saw Hubert run after this man to give him his box of singles 
Hubert 
me 
Springtime on Broadway 
1 a.m. 
1 a.m. 
Times Square 
Times Square 
Times Square 
Times Square 
Times Square 
Times Square 
Times Square makes some people very happy 
Times Square 
Times Square 
on the corner 
on the corner 
buildings and moon 
trees and buildings and lights 
Nowani 
1-2-3 jump! 
1-2-3 jump! 
Yes! 
Carly 
Patrick family photo 
Nowani and Tess 
Tess and Eric 
moon and trees and building 
our hostess 
Fixing Smurfy on 107th 
Mickey the German Shepherd 



Luna 
Bev and Tess 
Bev and Tess and Luna 

Broadway 
Talon Bar, Bushwick 
Talon Bar, Bushwick 

Portrait of Macho in Bushwick 

getting ready 

Bushwick 
Bushwick 


Sophia in Bushwick
like sands through the hourglass
March 2022
grace beyond my grasp
Feb. 2022
If you like like, you’ll love love
Let tenderness pour from your eyes
January 2022
“Let tenderness pour from your eyes, the way the sun gazes warmly on earth.” Hafez
heaven and nature sing
December 2021
A light over my head for you
November 2021


























































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































